I haven't been drawing at all lately... which is... not good. It feels like my skills have decreased. But on the other hand, I've been mostly focusing on cosplay. I should really thank David's dad again for giving me that sewing machine last Christmas, otherwise I probably would've ripped my hair out trying to sew everything by hand.

How can I still be so relaxed though??? It's my last year of high school, my marks suck. 80's and low 90's in every subject... it's just so depressing. There's so much to do yet I'm trying to avoid doing it all. I don't even wanna think about the pile of work waiting for me, so I escape to my lil anime and cosplay world everyday. *Sigh* I'm sure it'll all work out eventually, the process is just the painful part. I guess I've realized that it's not the major accomplishments that brings me happiness, but the little things I do everyday.